Death

Heart pounding. ..lights..cops..dogs. I remember the last time they bit me. Blood streaming out of my arm..pain

Pain...Whats your name! Do you work?

Fucking pigs!

Im just trying to survive.

Pedal...pedal..its not a race.

But it is..its a race for another day of freedom.

Searching...scanning at speed for a one way..to go the wrong way..

Dodging cars...predicting the future. .to avoid a broken bone or two. Maybe death..but I've felt that pain. .I have felt that death all too much this year.

Family..friends. .by accident..time catching up or just choice.

Why?

Why to all the loss?

To embrace them. To remember the joy..the sadness. .the pain and just being with them..

I don't know what to think right now...

I want to curl up under my blanket...sad remembering them.

I want to feel the sunshine on my face remembering those precious moments with them.

I need the wind in my hair at 50 miles per hour..taking the chance I will join them..

My name is Joe.

I'm an adrenaline junkie.

To live and remember all who I have loved and lost.

So that I can live.

I love you my wife, my mother, my family, my friends.