Opportunity Missed

(3/3/15)

Not knowing is the worse part

If I had revealed my heart

Would you still have left me stranded

Lonely and empty handed

I lay awake and wonder

If I hadn't kept quiet could I be her

The one with you every second of the day

Why did I let our precious time get away

If only we were as close as we use to be

But with emotions flowing free

For months i bottled up my feelings

And the idea that we could be a thing

Too afraid to lose the friendship

If and when how I truly felt slipped

I finally was working up the nerve

When it all took a sudden curve

You found someone new

And I lost the hope of me and you

But even worse we entirely came to a halt

Because I never spoke up I can't help but feel it's all my fault

What if I had told you?

Would it all still be the same?

My unspoken words are to blame

They could've stopped me from completely losing you