Unreal

I don’t think I know where to start because it all seemed so unreal. It’s like when I start to think one way then my feelings caught a deal and now I’m lost both ways. Trying to figure out what’s the big ordeal . Love is such a foreign thing, that makes you do crazy things. Growing up I knew that the person for me would never cheat. That they would be open with communication, trusting and free. That they would be single with no kids and in that aspect we would be worried free. Then I met you and everything changed. Sometimes I feel like I compromise with my feelings but I’m the one to blame. What to do when everything you have been getting yourself ready to have came in pieces with no instructions. Some say it wasn’t meant for me then, but what if it was. What if we were handed everything that we ever wanted we just had to pick it up. We just had to find out what needs to be put together and how to fix it for when it’s broken but that’s only if we try and don’t try to evoke it. when it doesn’t work the first time. That we all love and live and sometimes things don’t work out calling an oil spill or thrill either way it nothing going as planned so time to eat the next meal. Time is the true healing for all the feelings, hurt, and pain. Blessing among with lessons as long as they aren’t the same. That everyone is not the same, that love, happiness secured living and support is what we aim. That everyday won’t be bad, and everyday won’t be good but as long as we have each other there will always be good. Things might not add up until we put ourselves into equation and then after that there’s no limitations.