Thinking of you

Woke up in the middle of the night

Almost thought I lost my life

and somehow you were there

On March 8th you’ll make a year

and maybe that’s why you appeared

but you saved me and you held me tight

Woke up this morning and still

The thought of you near made it so real

I just want to say how much I truly miss our Sundays

You’d always wait for us with dinner on the table

Always made sure we were comfortable and fed

Never ever asked for anything

Just to come see you every now and then

I still remember how you asked for me on one of your last days

That same day I couldn’t make it

That still aches me

and when I came the next day

How softly you looked at me

once you heard my voice

As tears made their way down my face

Oh how I miss you

and damn me for taking those times for granted

I miss you mama and I just want to say

Though I always stay in denial

In order to not feel reality

I’ll always hold you close to my heart

and buried in my thoughts

& I know you’ll always be with me

No matter how far away

I’ll do what it takes to see you

On your one year

since you passed away

Rest in Paradise my Queen