Sorry

There are people on here. People that I really want to push out of my life, to be angry with, to never see or speak to again. But I can’t, I care about them, I love them, and I want what is best for them. That being said, I’ve acted much like the childish mom friend of the group. Trying to get them to do what they should and be ok all the time. This isn’t possible, people have to grow, and learn. These people I will always care about, even if we are no longer friends, even if they hate me, heck even their parents hate me, but that’s fine. I know that I once opened my heart to these people, and I can’t stop caring. I’m sure they thought that I was awful, that I did these things out of hate. I hit a rough patch in life, not knowing what to do, I bottled it, and it came back. That’s where I’m at now. I want to say I’m sorry, if you thought I didn’t care, when I tried desperatly to stop talking to y’all. I cared. So I’m sorry. I’m not sure I can forgive what has happened, on my side or theirs, but I still care, and I will be here for y’all, no matter what, even if your forbidden from talking to me, whatever the case may be, just know, I don’t care, screw rules, they were meant to be broken anyways..