i know i still feel; wondering if you do, too

how has it been?

how has it felt,

with the empty space beside you

not pulsing with my

energy and love?

how has it been,

being alone and

not worrying about something

else you know you shouldn't?

how has it felt?

because i know

that everytime i think

of the empty space

where you used to be

a grieving pulse sounds aloud

i know that

being alone

isn't something i like to revisit

i still worry about you

even if you don't worry about me

i wonder often

how you've been,

without me,

but i'll leave you be

if that's what you want

i guess i'll leave you be

even if it hurts me still

i'll leave you be and let it go

hope you're happy, even

without me

i'll still wonder,

from time to time,

the question i don't

want the answer to -

how have you been, without me?