Ignorance

You know that feeling?

The one where all your emotions bubble up in you until it boils over like a river running down your face?

The one where you know there’s no chance of stopping the tsunami within?

The one that destroys everything in its path?

The one that no matter how hard your press your palms against your mouth your sobs still wrack your body like an earthquake?

The one that makes you question every aspect of yourself?

The one that brings you to the darkest spot of your mind just beyond your voice of reason?

The one that tells you that you’d be better off?

That everyone would be better off if...

Yeah, me neither.