How could you

How could you.

How could you say I have a gorgeous soul and a beautiful laugh.

How could you say I’m so sweet and that you love me.

How could you complain ruthlessly about your boyfriend, when you know I know I could treat you better.

When I’m trying to block out the idea of us, and trying not to cry when I see your smile.

When I’m trying to let you go.

When I’m trying to forget our initials in a tree, you on the subway and refusing to stop hugging me first.

When I’m still so in love with you.

How could you.