Tired Of Everything

I'm so tired of everything...

I'm so tired of chasing after you,

making you do things that you don't want.

I'm so tired of you apologizing to me over and over again,

though we both know this can't be truly sincere.

I'm so tired of waiting for you to reply,

it takes hours, even days to get one word from you.

I'm so tired of having to think of you,

whatever I do.

I'm so tired of this...

Though we both know this is not going to last,

neither of us admit it.

The truth...

I'm so tired of love stories,

love songs,

love poetry,

anything to do with love...

Because it always reminds me of you.

You,

my first and real love story that I don't want to lose...