What’s my name?

In there I tried to find love

Hope filled my veins carrying his name

Ignorance told me that it was okay

Curious at what I might find

An invisible hand with the threat to bind

I paid no mind

Looked deeper into the rabbit hole

Is there such a thing as a soul?

Is within others where you find the home?

Digging, digging until I could dig no more

Deja vu

I had been here once, twice, thrice before

Don't fall in love when you're hurt

Don't fall in love until you know how to embrace being alone

Down in the depth of him I found what I never wanted to know

It is me who is broke

It is me, too toxic to hold

It is me...

Or so I've been told