Hellebore on a Summer Day
A subtlety, when noticed, is never too hard to
un-notice. Nothing like a dense summer,
collective sweat sheen, that brief vapour
all condensed into the scene.
Then, the soft prick;
frayed fabric hook with its sharp licks so
sporadic, so consistent.
A fleeting litany.
Many subtleties, when noticed, are never too hard to
un-notice. See, the thread caught on my sleeve,
scraping my skin, tickled to an anxious itch;
all inconsequential lint.
It is the sweat on a frustrated brow.
(I said) Let it flow down
past the shutters, past the mind, to the ground.
There’s nothing to feel now.
The most common subtleties, when noticed, should be
unnoticed. But the indescribable itch
is all spidery nerves, lacerating burns.
Remind me where it yearns.
Fraught fingertips beating with regularity,
tipping into my unconscious calamities.
I just want to be
wrapped up safely where everything means nothing;
where nothing means anything
to me.
(please)
I wish subtleties, when noticed, could be easily
unnoticed. Nothing like a deep hellebore,
full bloom on a hot summer’s day,
that wakes me up again to see the Today.
Out the window, in all its
purplish gleam, starkly alive
against the pallid snow, sighing to the
whispers of winter trees
and all their leave-less
subtleties.