My Greatest Fear!

I never would have ever dreamed that one day I could lose my mother, sister, niece and nephew. Until one day my greatest fear came like a thunderstorm in one fateful day. My day started like normal I got up had coffee, played a few games on my phone spending time with my husband, then I was making a very important phone call about a bill. My baby sister beeped in not thinking it was important and I would call her back later after my bill phone call. When she beeped in the second time with my bill phone call, I was upset with her and I switched to her call and I screamed out at her. I said what twice until finally I said hello, she said sissy mama is fine but nobody knows how Missy is doing. She started to tell me that they had been hit head on by a drunk driver, i couldn't listen anymore and I handed the phone to my husband who had to tell me everything after the phone call. I jumped on the web and started calling alot of hospitals but I couldn't find the one they was in. Finally my husband told me to use my head, to calm down and think carefully for a moment, I did what he told me to and I got on Facebook and seen my big sister's post and I called her to find out that she had shattered her knee, our mother was in ICU with a fractured c-vertabae in her neck, a fractured heel on her driving foot five broken ribs and to top it all of her lung collapsed on her. I couldn't listen to my big sister my husband had to get the information for me because I couldn't stand the thought of losing my mother, I was told that my niece and nephew was okay that they only had bruises from the crash and that they was with my stepdad who had raped me at the tender age of twelve. Later that night I talked to him and he told me that my niece and nephew was in Childerns hospital in Columbus, Ohio. I called the hospital and talked to my niece and found out she had a broken arm, and that my nephew only had bruises from the crash. They had me come up to Ohio to help them until they could walk without support and be able to drive themselves to their therapy. It took them two months to get better, now their able to help themselves without me. Now that I know that I could lose my mother because she isn't invisible that she is and has always been fragile. That in one day I could have lost her forever, it would kill me to lose my mother, not only because she is the one who gave birth to me, because she has always protected my big sister, my baby sister and me from the beatings of mine and my baby sister's father. She was always wiping my tears away when I was sad when I was a little girl. She would always kiss my booboos away, she would sing and read me to sleep. She always seemed to be invisible to me, nothing could and never would ever hurt my mother, including death. Death couldn't even touch my mother, but I got the biggest wake up call in my life when I could have lost her. She isn't perfect by no means and she wasn't the greatest mother ever, she has beat me to she has blamed me for things that wasn't my doing, she left me and my baby sister alone without food for two weeks at a time. I became a mother at the age of twelve to my baby sister, but with all of the things she did in the past I still love my mother and I don't ever want to lose her, if it came down to my mother and my father, it would hurt me more to lose my mother than my father and both of my sister's agree with me wholeheartedly. My father and my big sister's father are pieces of shit, but we still love them, but we just love our mother more. So I have faced my greatest fear and I can proudly say that I still have my mother here with me thank God. I never want to feel that scared feeling of thinking that I almost lost my mother, my big sister, my niece and my nephew. I can sleep peacefully knowing that their alive, well and still with me. By: Vera Rice!