I am sorry

That when it came down to hiding my feelings I let them live. I let them burn holes through your skin and make you bleed enough to freak you out

You don’t wanna be with me

And I get it

I cry too much or too little

I feel too much or too little

I love too hard or nothing at all

I am sorry that I didn’t realize sooner that when I thought you were here to stay

You were already a mile away