rain.
i think about you
when it rains
because everytime
the raindrops
splatter on my window,
i would remember
how we would watch the rain fall
together.
we would stay indoors
and listen to the soft music
of the rain hitting the roof,
or sometimes close our eyes
and fall asleep
with the windows open.
the rain would be our song,
we needed nothing else.
we would laugh
as we made a contest of
which rain drop would go the fastest,
rain was our bond,
our love in physical form,
and i cannot express it
in any way with words;
rain was our communication.
we lived in a world
of our on fantasies,
on those rainy days.
while everyone else
wished for it to go away,
we would make our own world,
write our own stories,
sing our own tunes.
it was like rain
created a new dream for us;
we would lose ourselves
in the soft beat
and wisk away
to our own imagination —
our young love
would shine bright.
but then i lost you;
and now everytime i see the rain,
i think of you
and all of the time we shared.
i think of our laughter
and our jokes,
and our love;
i miss us.
but you’re not here anymore
and rain brings just a memory.
yet i don’t want it to be;
my tears
from mourning the past
cannot melt
with the precious memories
of us.
so when the rain comes tomorrow,
i will take up my pen.
i will write my own world,
without you;
the rain will be my melody,
my laughter,
my jokes,
and my own self love.