Lately, she was diagnosed with the asshole tumour, explaining her rude behaviour and in the rare normal moments she wanted to tell her best

Hey. Hey, it’s me. You know, that girl you used to sit with watching the stars before you moved to the city?

I just wanted to say, you know, goodbye?

Don’t be sad about this, you know, deep down, that we weren’t supposed to be anyway.

It’s the asshole tumour. I’m sorry if I hurt you in any way, I really didn’t want to. But no excuses, hey.

I’m not the girl you know anymore, I have become what I am opposed to. A monster, really. You deserve better.

I swear on my soul that what I say now is the truth.

I love you. Far more than you believe, maybe. I’m trying to protect you, and please, please, please find yourself a good partner and settle down. I’ll be watching over you with my soul; please don’t come visit me. I’ll get by and I’ll come find you when this nonsense is all over, yeah? Don’t cry.

You’re like the most precious person, the most beautiful life all wrapped up in a human-shaped figure of perfection. Nothing will compare to you, and you are my world.

Remember those days when we were carefree and having fun and you gave me my first kiss. I swear that kiss kept me hooked onto life, onto love, because it was inexperienced and slightly gross and kind of amusing, thinking back. But it was what I craved most, and I know you’ll probably beat yourself up for not noticing that I had changed sooner, that “You could have been saved!” if you’d noticed it faster. But I assure you that you’re enough, and your existence and memories will keep me.

I’ll be even more of an asshole during these times, with nowhere to go and it hurts me to think that I will mess up your life balance, make it harder, because I don’t want to do that. I want you to be free.

Please remember me as that 13-year-old girl who snuck out at 3am to look at the stars with you.

So this is it, isn’t it.

Goodbye.

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(Based off real life but slightly altered to fit the scene better)

Edit: Now I read it it seems sad