Either, OR

She either dreamed to much,

Or gave up hoping

There was no in between for her

She was either angry or indifferent

She couldn’t ever decide on anything

Or commit to anyone

She was always on the run

She either hated herself

Or hated everyone else

She either loved to much

Or pushed everyone away

She never wanted to be a burden

So she carried the weight of the world upon her bony little shoulders

She always wanted a hand to hold,

But would not let anyone help her

She only ever wanted a way to spare others from pain

There was no helping her

When she would not help herself

She never knew how to be pacient

She was kind, and clever

But she gave her heart out to soon,

From then on, she was doomed

She loved with a passion so deep

And her heart got broken

And her mind became corrupt

She no longer knew how to trust

She was always in the way

She thought herself a pain

She knew only that those close to her

Ended up for the worse

She wanted to walk away from the world

To save it from the tempest inside her

She was just a girl, always unsure

She felt as if she were always alone

When she was the one who isolated herself

She was to stubborn to ever realize

That she pushed people away

There was no saving her

No one could hold her 

And tell her it would be okay

Not when she wouldn’t let them stay

Her hands were always clenched too tight

As if she were ready for a fight

She learned to early in life,

How fragile love can be

She missed her chance

Her whole life might have been different

Now she lives as if in a trance

She lost out on love

Now she’s just given up