a letter that you wont read and i wont write
i dont mind if you dont
i just want to say thank you.
We stood in line at the ice cream shoppe, marveling at the candies and flavors.
"Look at this," I say smiling, holding up a chocolate wrapped in tin foil. It's shaped like a car.
"I'm not buying you that," you say, but you're laughing.
I didn't expect you to.
it was little things
like your detective-style black coat
and your witty comments
and your contagious smile
it never amounted to anything...
until it did, i guess
You open the door for me, and I step in.
I notice your spiderman poster first, your roommate second.
He hops off his bed, hair mussed and voice slow. "Hey," he drawls on his way out.
He was leaving... leaving the two of us alone.
I must've looked like a caged animal for a second there.
i stumbled over my words
and i messed with your heart
and my own too
so im sorry about that cause
i didnt know
what do you do if you dont know?
because i run
i always run so with you i wanted to stay
i took a risk and im afraid i left you confused
so im sorry
but thank you
because you were always so kind to me
even if i never see you again
even if i cant muster the words
wont you know that
i never regretted a minute of our time together