Unrequited
Months I have waited
To tell you what I always knew
Months I have waited
unsure of what to do
Months I have waited
To release what is true
Months I have waited
To say I love…
You, you are perfect
A light in the dark
Incredible, amazing,
Kind, and smart
When you’re here I smile
When you’re gone I cry
Can’t get you out of my mind
I wish you were mine
But you’re not
I dream one day
You’ll love me as I do you
I’m believing a lie
Longing for something that is never true
So I’ll stay quite
Hide my secrets away
Hope that you’ll buy it
This lie I say
Friends well stay
Acquaintances for life
God it hurts like a knife
You’re so close
Yet so far
It’s too hard…
I swallow my tears
Until the end
Stay as we are
We’ll stay as friends
Months fly by fast
Seasons pass
I look at life
Wonder if it was worth the pain
I take my last step
My last breath
Tick tick tick
The clock finally stops
My times up
Remember me as I was
My love
The world fades to darkness
I do what I’ve done best
I smile through the pain
Until we meet again
Lonely
Lonely, again