You’re Already the Voice Inside My Head

You’ve always been my emo fantasy boy. You don’t have black shaggy hair and your clothes are too basic. But your sad little smile broke my heart. The way you shy away from anyone that shows you affection made me draw closer. But everytime I tried to show you affection, you shied away.

In your room, you’d play video games alone and listen to the screaming sadness of the people who dress on the outside as you feel on the inside. Your friends had to physically come get you but there was not one person that you liked.

We met four years ago and during our career, we kept being stationed at the same place. In a romance novel, we would have been destined to end up together.

I miss you but I’m sure you’ve forgotten me. Like that day you used me and threw me out the door.