Ugh

I talk to myself in my head sometimes, when there is no one else around. One side vents my anger, the dangerous, toxic stuff that really is never seen outside of me. The other side vacumes it all up and tucks it away somewhere safe and unnoticeable.

Sometimes, I want to just scream. Explode. Ka BANG!

But I can't.

I must wear the likeable mask.

The always happy mask.

I just want to let it all out sometimes, but I can't. Sometimes, I let a bit of it seep to the surface, to make people think I'm not faking the happiness...

When I really am.

Let them see, a bit of the otherside.

Make them think they understand.

Even when they really don't.