you’re spiraling

i will never be good enough i think as you all stare at me and i don’t know how all these people can fit in one small classroom. i’m supposed to be the smart one yet i can’t even get through one math problem and i’ve never been good at working in groups and i hate that this is happening right now. i’m starting to freak out and i’m coming across like i think i’m better than you and maybe i do cause you pull out a vape and say do you want a taste it might help you calm down and i shake my head because i don’t do that it’s against the rules so i turn around and leave the classroom. i need to escape these walls are pressing in on me and there’s the principal asking me what’s going on and i try to explain but it comes out all wrong. and she says you’re spiraling. spiraling. do you need to go home? do you need to go home?