The Essence of My Love for You

I try to forget how lonely it is without you here.

Your lack of presence is all around me.

Once the chaos has stopped,

And the quiet of the night has found its way in…

The ache inside me begins.

I pick up a book,

Change the channel,

Desperate to shift my attention.

Distractions fall impotent to my nagging starvation from you.

I take a walk around the house;

Open the windows and let the breeze brush against my face.

I close my eyes.

This stimulation only takes me to the occasions I have felt you fingers there before.

I can hear your voice all around me.

Telling me how soft I feel beneath your hands.

The deepness of your voice radiating through me as you place your mouth on my neck.

I always feel so delicate in your affection,

Sexy and appreciated,

Even when we are acting the most barbaric.

Only minutes could pass and I would miss your eyes in that absence.

Even without words there is something to be said when you look at me.

I often find myself sighing and giggling like a girl at your conversations,

Wondering where I have lost myself in you along the way.

All my callow behavior dissipates the moment you touch me.

It is as if my body lay dormant until your hands ignite me.

I feel the warmth start from inside,

Expanding,

Throbbing from each instance of contact with you.

You steal my breath as your tongue meets mine,

I’d gladly suffocate in your passion.

Actions of an addict at times,

I am fueled by the lust I have for you,

Completely ignorant to my boldness,

I can’t stop until we are one.

Luckily, I have never grown desperate.

You need this too.

Take me any way you want,

I completely surrender to your needs.

When you fill every inch of me I lose complete control.

I feel as if I would submit to any request you had.

I would do it all for your ownership,

Your possession,

I am completely absorbed in your love.

You make me experience the rawest emotions,

There is nothing I could hide from you.

There is nothing I would want to.

You see me,

All of me,

And touch the very essence of the woman I am.

If ever there were two people made for one another,

they would be you and I.

You are etched in my heart.

Forever a part of my soul.

Drea Alexandra