I try to forget how lonely it is without you here.

Your lack of presence is all around me.

Once the chaos has stopped,

And the quiet of the night has found its way in…

The ache inside me begins.

I pick up a book,

Change the channel,

Desperate to shift my attention.

Distractions fall impotent to my nagging starvation from you.

I take a walk around the house;

Open the windows and let the breeze brush against my face.

I close my eyes.

This stimulation only takes me to the occasions I have felt you fingers there before.

I can hear your voice all around me.

Telling me how soft I feel beneath your hands.

The deepness of your voice radiating through me as you place your mouth on my neck.

I always feel so delicate in your affection,

Sexy and appreciated,

Even when we are acting the most barbaric.

Only minutes could pass and I would miss your eyes in that absence.

Even without words there is something to be said when you look at me.

I often find myself sighing and giggling like a girl at your conversations,

Wondering where I have lost myself in you along the way.

All my callow behavior dissipates the moment you touch me.

It is as if my body lay dormant until your hands ignite me.

I feel the warmth start from inside,

Expanding,

Throbbing from each instance of contact with you.

You steal my breath as your tongue meets mine,

I’d gladly suffocate in your passion.

Actions of an addict at times,

I am fueled by the lust I have for you,

Completely ignorant to my boldness,

I can’t stop until we are one.

Luckily, I have never grown desperate.

You need this too.

Take me any way you want,

I completely surrender to your needs.

When you fill every inch of me I lose complete control.

I feel as if I would submit to any request you had.

I would do it all for your ownership,

Your possession,

I am completely absorbed in your love.

You make me experience the rawest emotions,

There is nothing I could hide from you.

There is nothing I would want to.

You see me,

All of me,

And touch the very essence of the woman I am.

If ever there were two people made for one another,

they would be you and I.

You are etched in my heart.

Forever a part of my soul.

Drea Alexandra

Your hand against my face

It has been so long since I saw those eyes,

The love and desire that fills them.

Your presence makes me nervous,

I know I can never deny what you want-

Have the strength to walk away.

My guard is down,

Now is your time to pull me close.

Palm against the small of my back,

Your lips tease mine,

My body is radiating the need for yours.

Exploiting my lack of restraint,

You punish me for trying to resist this for so long-

Delaying the feast you are about to make out of me.

Kiss me.. please..

And just like that- we move in sync as if no time has passed between us.

My lips follow yours.

As your passion rises,

So does mine.

When we connect the rest of the world disappears.

Acts in combination of love and lustful addiction-

Our fingers pull at clothing,

Gripping skin-

Mirroring movements of contact.

Both of us taking turns stopping the amatory behavior to savor the lack of control when a mouth meets…

The stiffness..

The warmth.

Necessity for connection holds off for only so long as you place me where you want me.

Beneath you

Held down,

Spread wide.

Or-

Face down,

Your breath heavy on my neck,

Your words forceful and unforgiving.

Any way you chose to have me-

Your possession is always clear,

My content always uncontainable.

I belong to you, always.

Our bodies harmonized as tension is released,

Hearts racing,

Breathing labored

Appetite is quenched,

If only temporarily.

Our evanescent love-

Desperately holding onto these moments..

Until we see each other again.

  ©Drea Alexandra

Early morning taunts me.

Avenues of contentment running though my mind.

Strategies have turned from realization to desperation,

As I struggle to find a balance.

Who am I to you?

Lines are blurred in this perplexed happiness.

I wish you could see my vision,

Feel what is in my heart,

Know that it is only you I wake wanting.

Your presence can never be erased.

I have tasted the euphoria you give to me and long for nothing less.

You are a necessity,

Without you I am incomplete.

Words are not needed to articulate these feelings,

You experience them when we are together.

My body responds to you like no other.

I love the hunger in your kiss,

The possession in your touch.

The rest of the world stops when we collide.

Tell me you need me,

Tell me I am not existing in despair.

Tell me anything but goodbye.

©Drea Alexandra

I anxiously wait for her,

As I do every night at this time.

I close my eyes trying to produce an image of her,

But she decides when she will be seen.

I do not know why she has chosen me,

Or what exactly would happen if I were to have her all the time.

All I know is she consumes my thoughts,

I long for her in ways I have for no other.

Her arrival is always the same.

A welcoming smile,

Matched by a refreshing kiss.

I never know how long she will last,

I take advantage of all I am given.

My hands travel her body,

As if relearning every curve.

I hold her close,

Breathing her in,

Making her mine.

She begins to tremble underneath my touch,

She knows what is awaiting her.

She feels my pent up masculinity,

Begs me to give it to her,

All of it.

I want nothing more than to be rough and punish her for making me wait,

But the warmth between her legs shows me that she has waited just as long.

I bring her to me,

My hands lost in her dark hair.

I sacrifice her neck momentarily,

As I make my way down to her hardened peaks.

Her breasts fit perfectly in my hands,

A reminder of how delicate she is.

My mouth moves down her abdomen,

Slowly and with intention.

I open her legs further to expose the gift that is just for me.

With each stroke of my tongue,

I consume her fully.

Her back begins to arch as she lets out a pleasure filled moan.

She calls out requests,

Lustful urges for me to be inside her,

Ones I could never deny.

As I approach her,

I notice her eyes have gone from a playful flirtation to sin driven.

Her desire for me is empowering,

I take control of her in almost barbaric ways.

Tantric positions,

Saturated bodies,

Aggression filled with lust.

For every minute that passes,

I make it worth her stay.

She is exhausted from her multiple releases.

Her body is unsteady and completely satisfied.

I fill her with everything I have.

Brushing the hair from her face,

I find her lips once more.

I search for meaning to all of this in her eyes.

All I find is the happiness I just brought to her.

She smiles up at me.

Touching my face,

She whispers “I love you”

With those words she is gone.

I tell myself when she leaves that this time will be the last.

I need more than the sporadic attention she provides me,

I am quite capable of having more.

However, I choose not too.

I have tasted her temptation,

Grown addicted to her love,

And so I wait for her arrival once more.

She is love’s reprieve.

©  Drea Alexandra