Lowlife

It’s never easy for me

Eating properly, or even

to get my behind in the shower

It feels like this heavy anvil is

always weighing me down

Before I know it

the clocks already moved an hour ahead

It’s not that easy living this life

Sometimes I think of ending it

It’s not that easy when all you wake up to is

Misery and yelling

It’s not that easy when you’re crawling towards the end of the tunnel

It’s never been easy

Even now

It only gets harder and harder