Father

I have been told, that I don’t have much time. So I want to get this off my chest before I go. You have hurt me, more than anything or anyo else in this world. You let me down, you ran awa and you made me feel like it was my doing. As a little gir, all I wanted was you, but I felt like I wasn’t good enough. Can you answer a few questions for me?

Was I not the child you wanted?

Was a family with my mom that bad?

Did you think of me?

Do you love me?

Can you see the pain in me? do you care?

Even if you can’t answer me, I do want to say “I forgive you” even with everything and all the pain, I can’t do anything but forgive. I close my eyes knowing, that I am making peace with myself and with you.