My own secret...

Do you want to hear my own secret? Ok, I will tell you it. Look to below to show my secrets:

- I am very lazy. Yes, that's my helpless side...

- I want to make big money fast. But I don't know how?

- My peers are very lucky boys, but I am...

- I want to love someone. But I can't find her...

- I am firstborn son. I know, that's very responsible...

- I want to kiss white asian or white-european girls. But why? I don't know...

- I am alone. I want to walk alone...

What do think, who am I???