Thank you.

Easy to hate harder to heal with love and compassion

my mind races as I sit here evaluating

every.

single.

transaction.

Like a child I express myself in the most basic of ways feelings on display in the kitchen on the table in a bright and clear vase

flowers blooming springing to life with abundance

if you couldn’t see that I’m glad that you chose not to stay.

Glad that you walked out the room with nothing else to say not angry with you I’m mad at myself for hopelessly putting you upon my shelf

For making time when there was no time to give for allowing your feelings to live where mine did

“Only I can give you the power to hurt me” those were my words and I’d say them again so I won’t waste time on tainted men

Thank you for your time patience and loyalty you didn’t want a relationship so I have no idea why you spoiled me

Nothing left here but peace love and acceptance maybe now I can realize who to put my best in