Why I Fear You

Because I lack trust,

Because of my wicked past.

I don't want to feel that way again.

I'm hurt,

And broken,

And still mending.

And if you leave...

The earth is bending

Beneath my feet,

But when I see you,

It'll all cease.

Your my light,

Your my joy,

Your my soul reason for living sometimes.

But I'm still scared.

Because I lack trust,

Because of my wicked past.

I don't want to feel that way again.