Scared

You tell me you scare yourself, truly before I didn't care. Now that you're lost in time, I can't help but feel at fault, you look at her like a wilting rose but still she stands tall. You, with every ounce of power, you try to heal her with your own energy, she is in her prime like a rose. But with your dream you were pricked and poisoned, you twisted reality with your own eyes. "The fan walked" you told me, but it was just a thing, what had to have happened to make you think this... I see you talking to things, I hear you threatening them. Slowly but surely everything around you breaks and you don't care, there is no light in this house and there is no way out. Papers scattered across the floor gradually becoming harder and harder to understand, but they all say the same thing... You began to run away in your own desperation, I saw you that night and for the first time I felt true fear. I saw you laughing it off like it was nothing, I was shivering not from the cold but from your sickening eyes and your warped smile. I told you then "Dad, I'm scared" and you thought nothing of it. Now they record you, now they're swarming to you, they're all petrified with worry but we all knew it would come to this. Your house was empty not a trace of you in sight, like you died but your presence was still fresh. Lights are on, the water runs, the radio blares! Now I sit here in regret knowing I did wrong by not fighting by your side, I didn't do enough to help you, now you're stuck in a timeless sky of your own insanity... Where are you? What are you? Who are you?

@Sadwinistic