your smile...

(Last nights dream)

You ran to me. your black hair in your eyes again. And my brown/dirty blond in mine. You didn't say anything just smiled and kissed me like you used to. Your eyes were deep blue with those white crystals in them, just as they were before. We were running, not from someone or something but just because we could. That moment our glasses bumped when I leaned in, just like every time we never took our glasses off before we kissed. Your head on my shoulder again "You're like a kid" I said but I always said that. You nuzzled into my neck when I said that "Okay fine...my kid" and I felt you smile as I ran my fingers through the back of your hair, we both smiled. We used to kiss every chance we got, but this time, we kissed slow. Staying in the moment longer as you leaned down to me, my hands intertwined with yours. The cold touch of your hair on my skin. Then for a moment we just laid on the ground, you head on my lap and I said "I love you just the way you are....stop acting like someone else" holding your face in my hands with a warm smile, and kissed you.

Reality sucks.....