Only The Lonely

What if I want to be lonely?

That is a punishment waiting to happen. Lonely drags you to a demeanor that controls your output to others. Although you think they don't recognize the behavior, the tone of your voice tells

it all. To be alone because your day was chaotic and your night would be occupied from parenting, is one thing. A well deserved day alone at home is appreciated. But to just be lonely is a heart crying with every pulse. To be lonely is a tear lying behind your eyes awaiting its chance to fall on your clothing, just to wet up your appearance. To be lonely is a silence placed in your presence to not be touched until you cry that tear with a pulse from your heart to release the pain you are protecting.

No one wants to be lonely on purpose.