Bringing Me Back

I have always been in a fight with life over what I need and what I want and love. What I need led me to working a job that I can barely stand just to make money. What I love led me back to this site, to explore writing. It has taken me time to understand that things that bring me joy should be celebrated the same as those things that keep my body alive. Without joy, existence is just existence, not life. And I want to go back to living.