alien loneliness

"you only live once"

but now I'm living like I'm dead

"sleep when I'm dead"

but I sleep all the time now

afraid of the reality

with my eyes open

you're up in the stars

i hear your laugh in the night

looking up at you

I'll find you again

No matter how much I try to smile, I'm breaking inside

so lonely in this quiet night

I don't belong with anyone but me

like an alien on this earth

lonely in a crowd of people

someone come find me

hold out your hand

and hold me close

I'm carrying my worries

arms open, I'm exhausted of holding

onto the burdens I didn't have before

countless stars in the sky

but I have to live

"are you not happy?"

yeah, no one stayed by me

painful and bitter

because I can only see you in the stars

you're up in the stars

i hear your laugh in the night

looking up at you

I'll find you again

No matter how much I try to smile, I'm breaking inside

so lonely in this quiet night

I don't belong with anyone but me

like an alien on this earth

lonely in a crowd of people

someone come find me

hold out your hand

and hold me close

please be proud of me

i promise

i'll find you again