Serotonin

My Serotonin

Levels are too low

Or maybe there to high

I can’t remember now

All I know is I can go

From cloud nine

To 6 feet under

In 3 seconds

I fall short of perfection

Everyday

I’ll never be enough

Maybe I should end it all now

I know the pills in the back

Of the medicine cabinet

That I couldn’t bring myself

To flush

I know the 9mm on my nightstand

Fully loaded

Ready for when I may

Need it

Miss.Hardison

The doctor pulls me

Out of the inside of my head

And calls my attention back to her

Too bad, she can’t

Save me

From the monsters in

me