How I’ve been lately

No purpose, whatsoever at all. When I sitting in my room or laying on my bed with my earphones fully turnt all the way up, I feel purposeless. This “summer slump” has made my senselessness even more senseless. Once again I set impossible goals for myself and when I have to face my shortcomings, I falter. I thought I could do it all, I would feel better. I have no excuses but here I am, doing nothing. Hearing so and so’s name doing something way better than me, going back and forth online as it only hurts harder, the migraines keep happening. Now I'm alone in the summertime when I should be in the making. At night, I can’t fall asleep but I don’t want my phone to put me to rest.

How do I feel better?

No one knows what it is that I do...