If I would to kill myself

I would use the belt hanging in your closest. Your favorite belt that reeks of your scent so you would be the last smell my nose will know.

I would take a bullet of your favorite gun and carve your name into it. I will test my aim with a single shot to the picture of you on my wall. Then as I put the gun to my head, I smile because you will be the last thing to go through my mind.

I would fill a bathtub with your favorite cologne and see how long I could hold my breath before I black out.

I would carve our love story into my body and hope I don't bleed out before I could finish the ending.