Lex Talionis of the Dishonest Speculum
I’m broken cause she is clumsy
but at least it’s a mere crack,
A sliver through my silver,
on up through my glass,
from my back.
I count myself lucky.
As I’ve heard the tales
that others reflected to me of
that day infamy claimed.
They detailed the vicious attack
on my brethren that this Deranged woman made.
The act was plainly avoidable,
by far in retrospect.
The attack she enacted that day
when she hacked them apart;
a whole stack of looking glasses!
This bitch,
Her creative juices
caught a knack for
splashy, psuedo-creative nuances
in her rooms scenery.
She chose a shattering
of many mirrors,
of my family;
by way of canned fruit salad and leaning a stack of them at a slant;
And whack!
She threw the snack.
Picked it up, just to repeat it then,
She came galumphing back to [Whack!] do it again.
Then she glued up their pieces
Pieces of my friends
..into shelving.
The crazy bitch crazy-glued
my fucking cousins to
the interior walls of her book case.
What I call murder
doesn’t offend her.
She thinks of it as good taste!
At the very least,
As an artsy fartsy display.
The shards of my camaraderie
for what?
A damned conversation piece.
This was not clumsy..
This was done purposely;
This was genocide.
My pane in pain that I’ll hide.
Painstakingly ruminating,
asking ‘Why?’.
Why fruit salad?
No; Why Fruit cocktail?
She brandished a canned good,
And ripped them apart
piece by piece..
I try not to reflect on it,
but I seek release.
I need it for peace of mind,
To pacify me; I’m irate.
Reckoning seems begged of me so
I’ll do it my best respectively,
each day
To chip away at her mental state.
I hope to internally annihilate
her self-esteem.
I mean to be mean while I’m
Passive aggressively exacting
my revenge
within her own image.
Ill begin, as I do my job dutifully.
As I duplicate her form,
My rancor will take shape.
It’ll be in the subtleties
I’ll be warping, rendering distorted
the visage of her body
that I devilishly duplicate.
While she’s dressing
I’ll be stressing her out.
Peering deeper into me with scrutiny, to figure now what’s
Wrong with her figure.
I in perpitude;
Will distort just a little
of her details
Make her fiddle as I
bulge out her belly.
Ill shrewdly double her chin.
Brake my back to bend out
Her back fat,
Undetectably I can thin
her hair to threadbare.
She will feel it then;
My wrath for what she’s done.
The day will come that
I’ll shatter her from within.
She will crack if I refract her before she will ever again
feel joy in her fitting, and
her wardrobe
I wittingly will turn against her
as far as she can see.
She will splinter when
left up to me, she’ll swear that in the store things had fit her.
Gaslighting is my delight and
every new dress I’ve guaranteed
Will make her look fat,
Or wide;
Obese!
As for me,
This is not destiny cause
I’ve chosen this path,
But I deem that it seems to be
The right track.
Yes,
in fact it is
The fairest of them all
for I’ve no arms to fight back
And I’m stuck on this wall.