Pray for me

My walls are going back up,

my tear ducks are drying.

My smiles are dimming,

The light in my eyes dying.

I should thank my mind for protecting me.

But I loved feeling so free.

It's hard for me to go back to being the old me.

Pray for me,

My head's going under.

Pray for me,

I'm drowning again and no one can save me.