“SELFLESS?”
"You rang? Don’t answer that. There I go running my mouth again. Though the question remains....
Yin & Yang. There’s two side to every coin. Yada Yada Yada. All of humankind have the ability to be both helpful and harmful. Appearing both selfless and selfish many times a day. That being said above the line and below? The line being equal. The law of averages would argue.
One truly selfless would not act upon their own desires? But that of another’s. Would any self gratification be considered a breach of contract? Oh so many avenues must be considered.
Take for example if I hadn’t tipped the parking attendant this morning. (Cheap) And I didn’t hold the elevator for Jane. (Prick) Then proceeded to pass on helping an old lady across the street. (Bastard) And only a moment later I fail to hold the door for a women in distress. (Dick Fuck)
So I can beat the same women to the elevator and abandon Jane one more time. (Get Fucked)
Now being self aware. I can see how without any context it would appear I’m a selfish bastard. But if you would please let me describe exiting the office that same day. I do hold the elevator for Jane and I comment on her weight loss. She smiles and thanks me for not letting her skip the stairs. Of course I escort her to our parking garage. Getting the door. Placing myself between her and the old bag lady who try’s to stab people with a flaccid dildo in the crosswalk. After trading pleasantries with Jane. I do the same with the parking staff. I then tip Eddy good and I’m off to the races. A tale of two faces.
But what if I told you everything I do is for my own selfish pleasure. For the rush my ego gets finding the favor of others. How far is to far when being a service to others? (Sycophant)
Or what if refraining from doing oneself any favors is due to feeling they’d be undeserved?
(Self loathsome) And everything else I do is just to distract me from doing something for myself?
(Selfish&Selfless)