My poems

To some, my poems may seem sad

But for me, they're my only chance

For people to hopefully understand

That my pain is not something I can control

I can not decide when it comes or when it goes

If it's strong or if it's low

I live it and hide my emotions

So that nobody will notice

When my pain level is a 9 out of 10

And I feel my body caving in

I say everything's fine and

I keep lying because you 

Just get used to it after some time