Reflection time

The operation is one month away

But I don't know what I'm supposed

To feel or say, is that strange?

Or is it just okay?

When the day arrives I won't know what to say

I will just hope for change and better days

It's been 12 years with its highs and its lows

I never said it was easy, but wow how I've grown

Grown physically, mentally, and spiritually

So many positive things and that I know!

I know it now and I will know it in the future

Bravery is not something that will change

With the weather, it will stay with me forever

Yes this was hard but man am I proud

Of my growth and evolution through

All this bullshit with this evil bitch

You have been by my side on this long journey

You are not an acquaintance, you are part of my family!

I thank you for all you have given me

But it's time to say goodbye

So that I can move on with my futur life