I interacted with a friend today.

One that prevents me from moving on.

for some unknown reason I am drawn to them. I trust them. I understand them.

I relayed that I was doomed to be single.

They responded “why”.

Me “Bc I’m fucked up”

Them “explain”

*now. In my mind I have determined that I am only attracted to friends that have zero desire to be anything more, ever...and thusly. I will be single fo life*

I respond. “Let me ask you something. Would you ever date me? Like seriously. Ever give it a shot. And don’t lie. Not a trick question. And not going to offend”

The response: “yea. why”

Me. Well hell [insert name]. You blew my theory out of the water. Lololol. Never mind then.

And that’s when I knew I wasn’t wrong to shut some people out. Even though that time may never come. It’s okay.