for a girl i know

If I could only reach out and hold you

in these desperate moments

where unwilling suicide seems to move your hand towards the direction of actually doing it

I would help you stop the constant abuse

they are battling you

and I would show you how to not let them

because I know

I've won this battle myself

you have got to keep the calm and refuse the panic

don't let them have relief, give them nothing

and it's going to make you suffer some

as the dis-ease climbs to full on

but if you don't let up

you can state your demands

if they want that

then they give this...

a little peace and quiet,

a little respect for me and this body

and in return they can type, silently

and you will respect them

by reading their pages

when you feel you are ready.