A Heart’s Illusion
These are words I am going to burn, metaphorically, of course how can I be so literal after all it's too serious to be literal and a fire wouldn't go unnoticed here. My inconspicuous feelings would then be exposed and I would be cold without my walls to keep me from the temperamental temperature changes of your heart...or is it your mind that dances off-tune that I can't figure out what song it is - oh how you challenge me to silence but I also welcome it for it has become a stable companion. I can always rely on silence to be silent - ever unchanging and so, so still...much unlike the night sky which only holds false promises of it.
I continue to walk without you but I wish you could know how much I truly want you to come with me but there seems to be only room for one on this road oh won't you still follow after me chase me and tell me to come home to you but you are not home you are a vacation that I never want to leave that makes me want to forget about going home and staying with you.
Where are you right now amidst the expanse of this cruel sky that separates us which star are you hiding behind or are you even hiding did you already leave this universe?