A Glimpse

The other day I was in class and I happened to look over at one side of the room as people were filing in and finding seats. This one guy was trying to find a place to sit and sat right next to this girl. I looked at her face and for a split second I saw love mixed with pure joy as she looked at him. Later I realized that they were married and it made everything even sweeter to me.

I keep coming back and thinking about this moment I happened to see. It made me feel so lonely. Some of my bestest friends just got boyfriends and its made me feel a little left out in my friend group. I don't want a boyfriend right now - I think 19 is a good age - but I do want that feeling of completion that comes from finding "the one."

I want to someday find the someone who looks at me that way, and who I can look at that way. He doesn't have to be perfect, just the perfect match for me.