Past Self

Hi past self. It has been awhile. We go though alot. Fights with brothers, fights with parents, dad leaving, grandparents dying, brother dying, abuse, toxic relationships. In your years to come you will see it all. You will eventually hear the words you aren't good enough. Don't take those words to heart like I did. Don't lose your self value. Don't lose your slef worth. Because one day you will find someone who will make you see you matter. While it will take some time to get back to a point where the self valuse and worth comes back. You will eventuall believe again. Take it from me well because I know what you have been though. The constant crying yourself to sleep at night. The constant nagging that you will never measure up. It is hard. It is real difficult but we make it and when we eventually do it feels damn good. Here is a warning, don't beat your self up too much.