London (or The Vultures in My Heart)
London.
warm and polluted
and on fire with
civility
the afternoon burns
to dusk
without notice
the city full with
hanging flesh
and beats of fashion
addicts
beggars
women so fucking amazing
they’re almost weird looking
walking with my buddy I haven’t seen for
24 years
but we picked up right where
we left off
no weird adjustment
no bullshit changes
nothing to prove
walk an hour
drink
talk about metal
the continuity of Slayer
about the decline of Metallica in
1991
and about
his wife and kid
my dogs
America
the sickened state of politics
but mostly about the good things
old jokes reborn
people of the past resurrected
and laughed at further
destroying time with each
raise of the glass
each inside joke
each look of disgust
at a hipster
or a crackhead
but all good shots aside
watching the city darken
and get colder
the moon bringing out the
mirror of the Thames
shot down the stress vultures
in my heart
the faces of them
the slimy feel of them
all the goddamn fucking
bullshit I’ve put up with
or dealt out
but mostly put up with
sitting there in the pauses
between jokes
between stories
feeling my skin
grow younger
my blood run
cleaner
the wind of the world
and the blink of time
for which
we survive and live
the sunsets across the
shores, the cities, the moon
shining down
on all of us there
the people of London
so quick
polite
easy on the eyes
and stomach
the vultures
in my heart
dead over the
dark hills.