Execution
O Muse let us scream tell us the story of blind-eyed
blessed girl whose thoughts tremor with each breath she
Forces from her closed throat as though the heavy-metal guillotine were
to be held by Hades, forced with poppy-seeds down her esophagus
so she holds him company for six forsaken months- to the weary of her
cracked-tan skin. He gives no mercy only presses tighter and
in her head she feels him pushing her brain from indulgence
Sending impulses and electricity with a ferocious-intensity;
there’s something she hasn’t felt for months. And she feels
everything and nothing and she feels the mass that keeps her
weighted down, the wholeness of a being that can only
be what defines the person. Still she swallows deeper resists further
and Zeus knows all the infinite-atoms which vibrate in fear-
shaking when she listens, and exploding when she speaks.
There exists a threshold. It ropes her in
with each quiet-crackling of resolve- o Glorious Muse
pity on this poor blessed girl whose eyes scorch from her torn fingers,
she rubs until she can recognize her own disintegration ;
Hunger leeches off of the negativity that builds in the vast softness
of her gut, while she push-pulls away from herself until
the Gods have learned to keep the fierce beasts gated- they feast
And she learns not to bite the hands that feed.