She is
She's the one with a smile, laughing everytime you look at her. She's the one you go to for advice not knowing she's herself is trying to figure life out. You see the mask she puts on everyday. But have you ever looked close enough to see that the smile never touched her eyes let alone her pale cheeks. Have you ever taken a second to notice her breath is premeditated. If she breathes to fast you ould tell she's having an anxiety attack. If she breathed to slow shes going into a depression. Have you ever looked into those eyes that seem to be blank and dull yet hold ao much pain and sorrow. No. Because she does her best to hide it. She is the easy go lucky friend. The one that throws caution to the wind. That's what you see. But you dont realise she throws caution to the wind just not to feel. To feel every heartbreak. Every loss. Every broken moment of trust. Every lie that made her the person she is.
So the next time you see her look a little closer. You might notice shes more then what you see on the outside .