The steep hill

I choose today to look back at the last few years of my life and I realize I've come a long way. The journey was daunting and even though I seemed to have moved on considerably, there is still a part of me that experiences the pain, agony, fear and anxiety.

I keep telling myself that it would get better with time and I would one day heal for the better. But every passing second of my life carries various emotions within me and the after effect seems to be lingering.

And eventually I've come to realize God chose quite the steep hill for me to climb. There were rocks and boulders that cut me deep but streams and springs that helped me heal. And so long as I have hope I believe that one day I will be able to see the other side of this steep hill.